Why do I play on this site?

Why do I waste my time on Pokerstars? they are so fking incredibly rigged. I got dealt JJ in a trney 3 times and lost twice. Once JJ vs TT vs 66 vs Ax bullshiet I dont remember who won but it wasnt me. then JJ vs QQ, setup, what can I do? then JJ vs 66, ofc 66 won. Its fking unbelievable, everytime I have a pair and Im all in I go against another pair or, Ax bullshiet. And they always have outs, its always a fucking sweat... and they hit... and they are from Russia. FUCK RUSSIA!!